Friday, August 1, 2008
A Writer's Passion
I felt I had a story to tell--it burned inside of me aching to come out...in words...creating pictorial fantasies for the mind's eye.
A writer's passion is an intensity of thoughts culminated into a string of words sequentially put together through imagination. There's an intrinsic obsession about it all. You feel this urge to write down your observations...aware of one's surroundings. Writers can be pensive...eccentric...shy....perhaps a touch of drama for you see we come in all forms.
Our writing is such an integral part of who we are....sometimes we can see the beauty in the most mundane.
For writing is not merely placing words on paper...it has a far more deeper meaning...it is a stirring of the blood---imagining all that could be........and possibly could have been.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable. All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart. Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....
Author Unknown...
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
How I wish to live................
(Live your life as if each day counted....that your dreams mean something....that you look back and say: "Yes....for I was a dreamer of the day and I made it possible!!")
Friday, July 11, 2008
Flashes
Reaching out to someone-
Find a man laughing....
Flashes---
Children skipping rope
A dog barking
Holding hands...
Flashes---
A Wedding,
Birth,
Death
Flashes---
Consummation of thoughts, dreams, aspirations caught in one precious moment in time within the mind's eye as we look back at moments---flashes of memory entwined in our consciousness preserved somehow in time forever...
Flashes...
Monday, June 9, 2008
Growing older "gracefully"
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Living in the moment
When we were younger it seems our days stretched endlessly. We lived in the moment...come what may--we faced our fears, our joys, our triumphs head on.As we age seems our hearts, or at least mine, can become dulled with so many varied experiences.
I want to recapture living in the moment...where I felt the thrill, excitement, rush of every single second of my life.
Enjoy each day in its fullest glory.
“We must not allow the clock and the calendar to blind us to the fact that each moment of life is a miracle and mystery.” H. G. Wells (1866 - 1946)
“Most of us think ourselves as standing wearily and helplessly at the center of a circle bristling with tasks, burdens, problems, annoyance, and responsibilities which are rushing in upon us. At every moment we have a dozen different things to do, a dozen problems to solve, a dozen strains to endure. We see ourselves as overdriven, overburdened, overtired. This is a common mental picture and it is totally false. No one of us, however crowded his life, has such an existence. What is the true picture of your life? Imagine that there is an hour glass on your desk. Connecting the bowl at the top with the bowl at the bottom is a tube so thin that only one grain of sand can pass through it at a time. That is the true picture of your life, even on a super busy day, The crowded hours come to you always one moment at a time. That is the only way they can come. The day may bring many tasks, many problems, strains, but invariably they come in single file. You want to gain emotional poise? Remember the hourglass, the grains of sand dropping one by one.” James Gordon Gilkey
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Saint Louis Writer's Workshop
SEE WORKSHOP DETAILS BELOW...
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ST. LOUIS WRITER’S WORKSHOP SUMMER SESSION
We’re back with a wonderful selection of writing workshops, ranging from the short-short to the narrative poem to the novel. It’s summer: a great time to let loose and be creative!
You choose:
JUMP-STARTING THE NOVEL
Are you stalled in your present novel?
Or want to start writing a new one? Or a first one?
This six-week class is meant to shake ideas loose and propel you forward with at least one novel.
The class is taught by fiction writer and novelist-in-the-making, DENISE PATTIZ BOGARD.
The six-week class meets Wednesdays, 7-9:15 p.m.
June 18 to July 30 (skip July 2)
At Neve Shalom, 1240 Dautel
Tuition fee: $165
($140 for ANYONE WHO HAS PREVIOUSLY TAKEN AN STLWW WORKSHOP and for St. Louis Writers Guild members)
TELL THE STORY
Examining the art of narrative in whatever form it spills over--poetry and/or creative non-fiction. Using the classical form: Telling, Writing, Re-writing, Sharing [for those who want to share within a supportive community].
The class is taught by poet, essayist and musician, RABBI JIM GOODMAN.
The six-week class meets Wednesdays, 7-9:15 p.m.
June 18 to July 30 (skip July 2)
At Neve Shalom, 1240 Dautel
Tuition fee: $165
($140 for ANYONE WHO HAS PREVIOUSLY TAKEN AN STLWW WORKSHOP and for St. Louis Writers Guild members)
FINDING YOUR SHORT FICTION
Beginning and intermediate writers will develop their short fiction through writing activities, direct instruction, group discussions and collegial critiques. The class is taught by fiction author JEFF PENN MAY.
This six-week class meets Thursdays, 7-9:15 p.m.
June 19 to July 31 (skip July 3)
At Blue Ribbon Realtors, 4924 Hampton Ave.
Tuition cost: $165
($140 for ANYONE WHO HAS PREVIOUSLY TAKEN AN STLWW WORKSHOP and for St. Louis Writers Guild members)
See http://www.stlww.com/ for application, teacher bios and details. Or call 314-692-2629
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Writing to write
I am in the process of revamping my novel to resell to a larger publishing house. Just have to wrap my head around the fact I need to come up with 100,000 extra words. Yes dears you read that right. Currently my novel is at approximately 74,000 words but to catch the eye of a larger company I need to be running with the big dogs and it means upping the anty just a little bit.Sitting in front of a PC seems harder than a laptop. At least with a laptop I am not constrained to sitting in a chair and facing away from the activities of the house.
So what is writer's block (glad you asked). I found this information---of course on the net---and wanted to share:
Definitions of writer's block on the Web:
an inability to write; "he had writer's block; the words wouldn't come" wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
Writer's block is a phenomenon involving temporary loss of ability to continue writing, usually due to lack of inspiration or creativity. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Writer's block
The author acknowledges his inability to complete this paper due to
a "dearth of ideas, a state of self-dissatisfaction, and an inability to organize" (Polking 434);
he "knows something is wrong, but can't identify it" because he has reached a "technical impasse" (Banks) and is experiencing "a time when the words just won't come together" (Vialle);
he once received "thoughtless" and "insensitive" criticism and is unable to maintain the fragile balance between "motivation and enthusiasm in the face of continued self-doubt and self-criticism" (Ballon);
is self-conscious about the writing situation because he has failed to do any "preliminary work such as brainstorming or outlining" (Purdue University);
feels "pressure to be brilliant in the first try" (Wiesner) and "fear of failure, self doubt, and depression [have] become heavy loads" (Rosenbaum 142);
has no established schedule for writing and "writes only when the muse strikes" (Reid), yet has only this one project to work on and can think of nothing else (Banks);
has conflicted feelings, wanting "the writing to be perfect" and wanting "the damned thing done as soon as possible" (University of Illinois), yet fears deadlines and plans to postpone working on this paper until the last possible moment;
fears that he lacks original ideas but can't stand to "write down an idea until it is perfectly worded" (Purdue University) and this stifles his creativity;
has no imagination, has not been inspired and, because he believes everything he writes is drivel, he worries heavily "about what [his] instructor or other reader[s] will think of [his] paper" (Purdue University);
fears that to be "original, insightful, profound, [and] funny … requires some mental digging" that he finds "uncomfortable" and because he knows that "writing something down [is] exposing a part of [himself] in an exceptionally public way," fears that what he writes is "unprofound, unfunny, uninsightful, and uninteresting and that putting [his] name to it is signing a confession to [his] un-ness" (Pelt);
is having difficulty with the assignment because it is "restrictive" (Bly)
Overcoming Writer's Block
Experiment -- Try to write in different places, at different times, and with different writing instruments.
Freewrite - Choose one sentence in a paragraph and write a paragraph about it. Then choose one sentence from that paragraph and do it again.
Cluster - Choose key words and ideas; then write associated ideas and words in clusters around them. This process often forms new ideas.
Be flexible -- Be willing to throw out sections of text that are causing problems or just don't work.
Follow a routine -- Follow a routine to get into the writing mood. Try activities like wearing comfortable clothing, using a certain pen, or listening to a particular CD or type of music.
Move -- Physically move around, stretch, or walk.
Take a break -- Get a snack or drink, talk to someone, or just relax for five minutes before starting to write again.
Concentrate -- Focus on a different section or aspect of your paper. This sometimes leads to new insights in problem areas, while allowing you to get work done on another section.
Re-read -- Read a print draft of the paper and jot down ideas while reading.
Relax! -- The more you worry, the harder it gets to think clearly.
Websites:
http://www.transaction.net/web/tutor/text/dissolve.html
http://www.sfwa.org/writing/block.htm
http://leo.stcloudstate.edu/acadwrite/block.html
http://fictionwriting.about.com/od/writingroadblocks/tp/block.htm
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Loving One's Country
(By Dillon Staas)
Oh gentle, loving people of the land of morning calm,

Monday, November 19, 2007
The Quintessential Essence of Being...
It should be defined as an individual, his/her personification...the make up of elements which creates the nature of being. The deeply defined...the purity of one's life. The extraordinarily beautiful found in the heart...living life with a freedom which brings about a smile, laugh...enjoying the ultimate of our days and the passion of our nights...Friday, November 16, 2007
What is dignity?
Is it being able to look yourself in the mirror? To know that you are allowing yourself a life worth living?Is dignity found within your husband, in your wife...children? Can it be found deep inside your heart...do you live it? Feel it? Is it found in one's word? Your name? Family? Job?
Having integrity in all that you do, an infinite grace found within yourself conveyed by actions.
I love this quote by Albert Einsten: "The most important human endeavor is the striving for morality in our actions. Our inner balance and even our existence depend on it. Only morality in our actions can give beauty and dignity to live."
What is Passion? (II)
Is passion found only within the raw flesh...discovered solely within the eyes of one's sweetheart? Hearing the beating of their heart...aching to be held? A merging of spirits?
Or can it also be found in the creation of a cause? The stirring of the soul for something far greater than oneself? Crying out at the injustices within our world?
Can passion be found as we age....does it diminish with the onset...as we become travelers through time? Is this lost, is this love gained?
Thursday, November 15, 2007
I "Googled" myself
Amazon.co.uk: £5 - £10 - War / Romance: Books
Books I will be buying early 2007.: A list by Soph ... Voices of the Wilderness: The Romance of War by Janet L. Terrell (Paperback - 16 Jul 2004) ...www.amazon.co.uk/s?ie=UTF8&keywords=War&rh=n%3A88%2Ck%3AWar%2Cp_36%3A500-1000&page=1 - 112k - Cached - Similar pages - Note this
Amazon.co.uk: £5 - £10 - War / Romance: Books
To Begin Again: A Novel of Love and War by Terence T. Finn (Hardcover - 30 Aug 2006) ... Voices of the Wilderness: The Romance of War by Janet L. Terrell ...www.amazon.co.uk/s?ie=UTF8&keywords=War&rh=n%3A88%2Ck%3AWar%2Cp_36%3A500-1000&page=1 - 112k - Cached - Similar pages - Note this
Made my day! :-)
Friday, October 26, 2007
What is Love?
Love means sticking through the good AND bad times.

It means having a giving heart....listening and sometimes not saying a word.
Love means going the extra mile when you do not have to and not expecting a thank you in return.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
What is a kiss?

The Presence of God...

The Presence of God
I see in every leaf movement
As playful breeze passes by
Barely disturbing a nesting bird
The presence of God.
The mantle of teeming wildflowers
Adorning the once barren plain
In the changing of the seasons
I feel the ever presence of God.
The ceaseless gurgling of the brook
As it meanders down its way,
Cacophony of myriad nature's sounds
Announce the presence of God.
Laughter of innocent children
Playing in parks or backyard
Enjoying their uncomplicated simple world
In the watchful presence of God.
Amidst life's tears and turmoil
Many mishaps and miscalculations
I sought solace and found comfort
In the loving presence of God.
In the hectic humdrum of daily living
Fast-paced rat race for material gain
Insatiable yearning for more, make no room
For the presence of God.
All the world's problems and woes
Are man-made, yet unacknowledged:
religious wars Hate crimes, ethnic cleansing, violence
Conveniently ignoring the presence of God.
If I am cognizant of God's love
And serve Him through my fellowmen
Then when my time comes I will bask
In the glory and presence of God.
For in the presence of God, there is no hate
Only brotherly love, peace, forgiveness
Understanding, compassion, helping hand
No evil can withstand the presence of God.
Reprinted from Heritage magazine, Vol. XIII, No. 1, Spring 1999.
Monday, October 22, 2007
What is Friendship

Friendship that develops from faith....can last a lifetime.
Friendship which creates joy....can move mountains.
Friendship that contains desire...can lead to ecstasy.
Friendship which contains laughter....can lead to joy.
The essence of friendship beings with that first step of wanting to share your life with someone of a kindrid spirit...--not being afraid to walk down the road with that person...see what is there...finding someone who understands your joys, your sorrows...who only wishes you the best in life...who wants to see you succeed and is there for you to help you through the darkest of days...and will share in the sunshine of joy, hearts open and giving.

What is beauty???

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
Plans for the coming year (2008)
One hope I do have is to drive up to Virigina next year to check out the actual battlefield of New Market, Virigina where my romance novel is based loosely around. I want to be able to really feel the area, what the ghosts of memories there are, get a good look at what the Civil War soldiers went through. Since I am revamping my novel I am excited about the possiblities of adding new dimensions, characters and events....I am like..."you go girl!" (Sometimes we need to pat ourselves on the back for the extra umpf of motivation.......
I hope to mark that year with good health, (myself and family, friends), embark on new adventures and to live life fully with happiness and contentment. I want each day to be a blessing and also to be thankful for what I do have. Seems I am starting my New Year resolutions early. :-)
What I would love to do:
1. Go whitewater rafting
2. Visit Yellowstone
3. Buy a home (sigh...BIG dream of mine)
4. Visit Puerto Rico
5. Travel overseas and start my photography
6. Write another novel
7. Finish revamping my current novel
8. Find an agent
9. Find a publishing house
10. Party ;-)
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
My kingdom for a literary agent!!!!!!!!!!!

